Tag Archives: Off Meds

A lot of Hmmm

I haven’t written much this month.  There’s no one definitive reason why.  There was a lot going on and not so much going on all at the same time.  I don’t know how much more I will post.  It’s not … Continue reading

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You’re Fired!

Ever since the sheriffs and the Baker Act, I have HATED knocks on the door.  (Actually, I have always hated unexpected knocks at the door.)   UPS stopped by on July 22nd with a certified letter from my job. The job learned … Continue reading

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I’ve Been Nominated!

Annie at Gentle Kindness nominated me for the “Once a Victim Now a Survivor” Award! This award is for those who have gone through mental illness of any kind, abuse, trauma, and especially PTSD.  I have several questions to answer, so here … Continue reading

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Betrayed by the Tdoc

Tdoc is therapist. Pdoc is psychiatrist. Moving on. I’M PISSED! In one of my group sessions today, I mentioned that I was off meds – not all, but some. I spoke candidly about it, stated why, and that I was … Continue reading

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Off Meds

Hi. I’m Butterfly, and I’ve been off meds for several days. I can give you a list of “why’s”: 1. I didn’t “feel like” swallowing pills 2. My sleepy meds were making me too sleepy or not sleep enough 3. … Continue reading

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WTH, MARLO!

I recently read a blog that made my blood boil by the second paragraph: Mental Illness is real by Marlo Hampton. Marlo, a socialite (she always looks amazing) wanted to blog about the recent racially motivated murders in South Carolina. In … Continue reading

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An Ode to Mania

Dear Mania, oh how I love you. I love how you make me feel so strong. With you around I’m so confident. I love how you make me so productive. When you’re with me, I cook and clean. I organize, … Continue reading

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A Whole Lotta Nothin’

I woke up at 10 am. I blogged around 11:30 am. Despite blogging about NOT returning to bed, I was back in bed and under the covers by noon. I watched Pitch Perfect 2 (which I thought was hilariously funny), and … Continue reading

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I Need a Jump

About a month ago, my car battery went dead… well, kinda. The interior lights would come on, but the engine couldn’t get started.  I needed a jump.  The roadside assistance arrived, gave me the jump I needed, and I was on … Continue reading

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A Perpetual State of “BOO!”

I’ve had anxiety ALL WEEK! ALL WEEK! You know the moment when someone says BOO! and you’re startled?  Well, I’ve felt like that all week long. My hands are shaky. My legs are wobbly. My heart is racing. I am … Continue reading

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